Wednesday, 11 November 2015

Still Breathing (He)

I am still here, I am still breathing
To let you know, that for you, my heart is beating

I know I did not do justice to us, I know it was wrong
I left you to be alone, when you needed me the most, its been so long

I got lost, I got burried, I unknowingly pushed you in an abyss
By the time I realized, it was too late, I knew I was going to miss

I cause you pain, my dear, and I feel that in my heart
I pulled you close and I pushed you away, I feel bad for my part

Thinking about you, my heart breaks away, at the thought of leaving
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing

I am trying to reach out to you, and trying to make you know
Believe me when I say, that its not just a show

I know the importance of sharing, I know what it is to be there when someone needs you
Now I know that I have just been a fool, and its not like I don't have a clue

I want you to know that I want you to stay, I want you to be believing
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing

I respect you and I care for you, because of you I started dreaming
I will be waiting, here for you, alone I will be, breathing.

Still Breathing (She)

I am still here, I am still breathing
But choking on the thoughts of where we have been leading

The life that we imagined has been left behind
Something I had to say, to quote it from my mind

The friends we were, the soulmates, we used to laugh and share
His work, his life, his living style, is all that now he care

I tried and tried to make him realize, the path we were going down
The sensless fights, he called them all, and now we wear that frown

I feel so lost, I feel so empty, for what I have become
I tried to warn you, I told you so many times, now look what have we done.

I shout out loud, into the nothingness, now where am I screaming?
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing.

The days were good, they were beautiful, I used to feel alive
I did not care about anything but us, when you were by my side

But it happened so, you got lost, you never read the signs
You thought, I was, besides you, when you actually left me behind

I fall and I fall and I fall, yet, is it real or am I dreaming
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing.