Still Breathing (She)

I am still here, I am still breathing
But choking on the thoughts of where we have been leading

The life that we imagined has been left behind
Something I had to say, to quote it from my mind

The friends we were, the soulmates, we used to laugh and share
His work, his life, his living style, is all that now he care

I tried and tried to make him realize, the path we were going down
The sensless fights, he called them all, and now we wear that frown

I feel so lost, I feel so empty, for what I have become
I tried to warn you, I told you so many times, now look what have we done.

I shout out loud, into the nothingness, now where am I screaming?
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing.

The days were good, they were beautiful, I used to feel alive
I did not care about anything but us, when you were by my side

But it happened so, you got lost, you never read the signs
You thought, I was, besides you, when you actually left me behind

I fall and I fall and I fall, yet, is it real or am I dreaming
I feel like I choked, but I am still here, I am still breathing.